I
spent half the workout class I took today (Precision Running at Equinox)
deciding whether to say hello to someone I knew in the front row who I haven’t
seen in awhile. I hate this part of having gained so much weight – this shame
about being seen. I wish I could hide for a couple of months, but honestly,
there may not be much difference in a couple of months, because my top priority
is just not to binge.
Today
was a perfectly on-plan day and out of curiosity, I tried on a dress that I
bought in May. Ugh. It’s tight. Not good. (It was always on the fitted side,
but now it’s unwearably so.) Then again, what did I expect? Though I haven’t
binged these past couple of weeks, they’ve been messy.
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